Feeling of ‘what the f*** is going on?’

What is in the store for today? 

Anastasia… and emptiness. It was since summer she hasn’t felt this way, when the only thing she wants now is to dissolve, disappear, DISCONNECT. 

And she only finds this kind of peace in meditation, movement, staying on her own. 

Afterwards, she desires to run away, to go for a walk in the middle of the night just to discover the magic of streetlights on empty streets. The world resonates with her, she feels protected even at 1am, walking alone through darkness. She knows fear is only in her mind and she does not allow it to take over her. She illuminates all her shadows and dark spaces with the light of awareness of consciousness. 

At the moment, Anastasia feels lost. But she knows it is a good sign, a sign of upgrading, updating. For she is in a safe place. Attached to nothing at all… but owning everything. Connection to the universe: established. 

What makes her feel good is the thought and the evidence of divine timing, for everything happens at the perfect time and she certainly knows that life happens for her, the universe exists because of her and she really sees magic everywhere, for she knows she is the creator of magic. Anastasia, she deserves it all. And she allows it to resonate with her soul louder than ever.

Dear passangers. Please, fasten your seat belts. We are about to take off now.

Magic is about to happen… miracles and abundance are just the beginning of her game-life experience. There is nothing more satisfying than the realization that all is but a game of consciusness. Everything else lacks importance. Mind is just a tool to project consciusness and to be aware of that is a miracle, a pure priviledge. Anastasia is so good at it, I am so proud of her; she is unconditionally loved and honoured.

One more time, she won. 

-G.

 

Published by Anastasia Tubulkan

Conscious, I see myself reflected in your eyes, for we are one. And one is God. For god is imagination, And imagination is everything.

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